DAMNED IF YOU DO AND VICE VERSA
If I am in a crowd of holier than thou-ers I like to lure them into state of self satisfied superiority before I drop my A-Bomb of apostasy and agnosticism.
If I am in a crowd of brights and they start picking on a nice little guy or gal with the fish logo on their car (not the darwin mudskipper) then I rush to defend their right to adhere to an unprovable but satisfying point of view.
Why is religion always zero sum gain with so many people? Are we really that insecure? There is afterall usually 3 sides to every story;
your side/their side and the truth somewhere in the middle.
I honestly don't feel wishy washy being a theistic agnostic but I certainly get accused of fence sitting from both sides.
Where's the real difference between being a know-it-all and just a guy with a pretty good hunch if nobody can prove either of you to be completely wrong or right?. I go insane trying to figure out the middle way but I'll be damned if I don't stop trying.
...cogito ergo sum ..or..summa ergo cogito..